another monday

riesling is more of an experience for me than red wine. interesting. please don't accuse me of bui. blogging under the influence. haha. if you know me, you know that most of the time i can be found in a song. i can always be found in some form or the other in rascal flatt's "these days." speaking of my boys there new album came out today (7th). lately these quotes have been resounding in my head.

"Lost and insecure, You found me, you found me, Lying on the floor, Surrounded, surrounded, Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late
You found me, You found me. In the end. Everyone ends up alone. Losing her, The only one who’s ever known, Who I am, Who I’m not, and who I want to be, No way to know. How long she will be next to me." - the fray

"You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies. And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side. But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know." - thriving ivory

these lyrics are just too good.

i had to shut down my throwing program for a week. i felt good the first day i threw. the 2 other days i haven't felt good. i have just felt really weak. i have to do a lot of light weight and band exercises with my shoulders. it just feels that i can't do that and throw right now. i'll throw this weekend and see how things feel. following celebrities on twitter is rather interesting. i saw the new world order mentioned in the news on friday for the first time. i believe the first time it was in the news was when bush's dad said it in one of his addresses'. it falls in line with the plans of the Illuminati. if you don't believe in them then they are fixing to put themselves int he spotlight with this. i have to get to bed, but a quiz for the night. in the next video there are 4 people present. 3 of them are related in some way. if you know the answer, then answer.

goodnight.

p.s. when you came over after my surgery, you brought ice cream. you said, "i didn't want to come and not bring anything." what you didn't know was that you brought something, YOU! and i'm forever grateful. you know how much that day meant to me. xo