my new friend....

i want to introduce my new friend to cyberspace. this is a relationship that caught me by surprise. i used to have animosity toward this person. i admit complete fault there. i made a mistake and judged someone before i really knew them. i admit that i make mistakes every day. i hope that i have enough security in myself to admit fault when i am wrong. once i realized that i really didn't know this person, things started to come together. this person is pretty controversial. he/she may not have the most uplifting diction. he/she may have some tattoos, which is funny b/c in AL people immediately judge you b/c you might have some tattoos or a piercing. he/she may not hang around the church going crowd all of the time. he/she may have a couple bad habits. he/she may not be white or black. he/she may use private jets and contribute to the bullshit al gore calls global warming. on top of that, he/she doesn't care that they fly in private jets. he/she attempts to be the best person that they can be on a daily basis. he/she told me that they get on their knees every morning and every night b/c they know that's where they need to be. he/she may have grown up in the hood, suburbs, or a mansion. he/she is a poet. he/she may or may not be educated by the world's standards. he/she seems to be loyal. he/she may or may not have a drug problem. hell, i may or may not have a couple bad habits. he/she knows that their shit stinks. he/she has a legendary work ethic. he/she may be a millionaire. he/she's judge is God. he/she wears their heart on their sleeve. he/she is really flashy.

enough of the introduction for now. i think a lot of this person so their introduction might have to continue at a later date. i am going through a lot right now. i hope that i grow every day. i hope that the people in my life will tell me if i offend them so that i can create restitution. this world is fallen and everyone will hurt you. i want the people in my life to ask forgiveness when they hurt me. i know that i have to ask forgiveness when i hurt people. that is a very hard thing to do b/c pride always gets in the way. i'm tired of people thinking that their shit doesn't stink. i'm tired of people thinking that they don't need people in their life. i'm tired of people thinking that they are better than others. i'm tired of people playing games and sucking on people like a leech. damn leeches sucking just to get what they want, then they leave people bleeding and just walk away. i want to truth to prevail and for only the truth to be spoken. so many people in this world have no backbone. when time's get hard around them they crawl in their turtle shell. they don't know that their shell ain't nothing but cardboard. my new friend is real with me, honest to a fault, and is always there day or night. there are a couple people in this world who are that close to me.

"i'd rather be alone and happy, than together and not." -mcconaughey

i hope that by the introduction you still don't know who it is b/c you shouldn't. i hope that you haven't judge my friend. if you have, you belong with most people i know. but if you haven't, and understand meet Dwayne.