wine and people's opinion...

wine, red wine. that word is becoming very familiar to me. i read a while back that 3 glasses of red wine a day will decrease your chance of prostate cancer 65%. one in three men will get prostate cancer. i'm going to do anything that i can to avoid that non-sense. i began to drink wine, and tried to get 3 glasses in a week. i was researching a guy name eric carlson. you can look him up on google. he is the worlds fittest model. he has had numerous magazine covers. along with being a model, he is a motivational speaker. i don't know him in that aspect, just as a model. he described his day and says he really enjoys cooking dinner later in the evening and enjoying some red wine. that has become a staple for me in my daily routine. i think it's awesome to go through the day and look forward to having some red wine while cooking a nice dinner.

i take people's opinion very seriously. i want people to see me as someone who they can respect. people's opinion does not effect who i am, or change me. it does cause me to think about my actions. everyone sees the person out here during the day, or here at night, or always that person on the weekend that blank.... then everyone is talking about how stupid you were or immature that was. i believe if everyone wanted people to see them at their best and to respect them, then people would want to show a good side. i don't understand why everyone is not like that? why would you want someone to see something of your's that is not the best? sometimes i just wish that people could see that showing a side of themselves that can be respected would fix a lot of problems in this world. i guess there are still the people who don't care what other's see. of course there are going to be those times when everyone makes mistakes and regrets it dearly. the good thing is that you can dig yourself out of a small hole if everything else in your life is respectful. it takes a lot of time and energy to dig yourself out of a hole you've been digging for a long time.